Saturday, January 12, 2008 / 10:16 PM
Hold on to love,
that is what I do
Now that I've found you
And from above,
everything's stinking
When they're not around you
And in the night, I could be helplessI could be lonely,sleeping without youAnd in the day,everything's complexThere's nothing simple,when I'm not around youBut I miss you when you're goneThat is what I do, Hey BabyAnd it's going to carry on,That is what I knew, hey, Baby Hold on to my handsI feel I'm sinking, sinking without youAnd to my mind, everything's stinkingStinking without you And in the night,I could be helplessI could be lonely,sleeping without youAnd in the day,everything's complexThere's nothing simple,when I'm not around you And I miss you when you're goneThat is what I do, hey, BabyAnd it's going to carry onThat is what I do, hey, Baby
'Blur Monkeys @ Monkey-Jiggle.Com'
Friday, January 11, 2008 / 7:02 PM
Each seconds, each breath that has led us here now regardless of any obstacles or contentment;
Another brand new year with blessed new age, welcomes 2008.
Numerous incidents happened.
Good or bad, happy or sad.
And we know they occurred with reasons behind.
I was no way better like other youths.
Gotten into foolish episodes and claimed I was cool.
It always began in high school.
How influential.
There, you valued peers more than your bloodline, thinking they are just an embarrassment.
I was pretty biased last time.
I thought I love him as much as I love her.
I thought wrong.
It seemed that I love her more than I love him.
I gave the impression unknowingly; so much till fellow friends actually commented me on that.
I just knew there's a little hatred lies in me
No one knew why. Not even me then.
Jealousy happens and it's inevitable.
Such that it happened at anywhere, on anytime, with anyone.
I used to think she was so much superior to me in any aspect.
I used to think people cared for her more than they did for me.
It just seemed to be the way it is.
The way they asked for our health-being and school during get-together sessions.
I thought everything was just unfair.
Things screwed up at times.
Friendships. Relationships.
Present or past ones.
I faced plenty of them.
And I thought, that would mean the end.
I appeared to be a nonchalant person.
Too laid back that people thought I'm ignorant.
In fact, they knew nothing.
Funny isn't it.
Each and every end of the year you hoped and wished for a new resolution.
And again, each and every year you thrashed out the same old thing.
I don't see a need to have a resolution.
But I know, the pasts are ought to be learnt.
I was just in a growing phase of having valued my peers more than anything.
I being cool back then means to get myself fooled.
I'm beginning to appreciate both of my old ones.
I learnt what had happened was simply a plain emotional distressed.
I was a kiddo years back and unfortunately it grew in me.
And I guessed that was just why.
I'm lucky to have them still; that matters most.
They never knew what I’m going through.
They never knew whether or not I’m striking hard for the best.
It kept me thinking.
And now I know why the hell I should not even bother about them.
Cos' they are extended and not immediate ones in my life.
People like them won't bring me down in any way.
I'm not ignorant.
I'm not that sociable.
I tend to be choosey.
I don't relate my pasts and presents together.
Ex-es and presents don't mix well.
I'm not arrogant.
It's just principle and ego.
These are all that kept me ranting each year, most of the times.
That makes me alive.
And of course, my loved ones too.
They have been very supportive and no one values more than them to me.
With love,
JeeJee.
'Blur Monkeys @ Monkey-Jiggle.Com'
Wednesday, January 2, 2008 / 1:05 AM
Wants and Needs.
I need that N95.
I need that jean.
I want that pretty bag.
I want that earpiece.
I want and need Money, I think.
'Blur Monkeys @ Monkey-Jiggle.Com'
